My Blog
I am a division 1 college golfer for Eastern Michigan University with plans to turn profession
after college in June 2022. I have many passions in my life including golf, fitness, spreading love
and helping the homeless. I created this website as a platform to allow people to follow along
on my golf journey, blog about my own mental health in order try to reach others who may be
struggling and want to read about someone else’s experience, sell my merchandise and finally
to use 10% of my proceeds to go and feed homeless people as often as I can on my schedule.
I can say I am a winner if I won something TODAY, no matter how small, no one can take that away from me.
think that it is very important to discuss how I have combatted anxiety, how I struggled/struggle with it and give a few pointers that I have learned through the years from professionals and my own research.
There have been many dark times in my life where I regret my emotional outbursts and inability to see certain situations with clarity.
The emotions and feelings that have become stronger for me as the years go on include anxiety, excitement, anger, fear and joy.
The last month or two has been a struggle for me since finishing my mental toughness challenge. I think the freedom of being able to eat and drink what I wanted was hard to control at first and it began to mess with the rhythm of my practice schedule and exercise regime which in turn effected my mental clarity. I have felt pretty close to the lowest I have felt this summer, particularly at some events I had high hopes for that I underperformed and did not give it my all due to mental chatter and my inner critic. To be transparent, some days I really felt worthless and like I was no use to anyone or anything.